This is not the first time that i need to take a decision which can be life changing. One was exactly three years back when i decided to go out of my protected shell and explore life. It was not all smooth but I did pass through the rough patches and made a place of my own. Those skeptical minds were then proud of me .
Then came another one as soon as i thought life is happening in my way. To part away from something which has become a part of you isn't a simple task. I knew i was right. Space became huge and void filled in, I had to do it and i did for good ,bad or ugly. At times its best to just leave the place where you are no more wanted without asking any kind of explanation. You can always feel the cold, it just grabs you and takes you in.
Almost two years and now its becoming a little claustrophobic. It is not that i have "mood swings" :) . When people around you want something for you and you feel its not what you want.. turmoil begins . I have no clue who /what/how is "He" . And things look so foggy. I feel i should take a call. My next step should be Me . I can not let a person become a part of me until I allow him to. I love him to. I surrender :) What if it doesn't happen. I still keep walking and find my next destination. My life. It reminds me of a very favorite song
" I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams" by Green day.
I am sure i will soon find the way ...to my next destination :)
Till then assorted .. :)
